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CHEMO THERAPY LYRICS
"Madness in your Mind" (2005 Demo)
1. Intro
2. Cold and with Nonsense
3. The Candle of your Life
4. It´s Time to Die
5. Spiritual Emotions
6. Mental Disease
7. Madness in your Mind
8. Terror
9. Deliverance means Death
10. Filthy Christianity
11. Nostalgia (instr.)
1. Intro
2. Cold and with Nonsense
You are lying on your bed looking at emptiness.
Cold and sadness can be seen in your eyes.
The light of life disappearing from your eyes
announcing the coming of the end of your life.
Your thoughts are flowing like an air current through your head
That takes everything that is light and full of life.
There is a question in your mind if your life had any sense
and where your steps bad and painful-led.
Slowly surely you are leaving this world full of emptiness and lies.
Blur figure silhouttes which you perceive in your subconscious are your friends.
They share the last moments of your life with you.
3. The Candle of your Life
Once the time will come and the right moment.
In that moment you will understand everything at once.
The time flows like water.
There is no return anymore.
In the day you were waiting for from the moment of your birth.
The day when everything finished and starts somewhere else again.
The candle of your life is snuffing slowly.
You can hear the death deep inside.
Everything is buzzing in your head
Your mind is lost.
The moment of your creation is the river spring.
The mouth of it is the death.
Your life is the river flow.
At first the river is narrow.
But as you will grow, it will get better.
Wider with whirls, sharp stones of shallows.
They are your illnesses, conflicts, crippled decision.
You sail the river without a helm.
You don´t know what is waiting there for you round the curve.
The stone can destroy you.
The shallows can stop you.
The whirls can pull you down.
That´s what life is about.
4. It´s Time to Die
Only bird call dawn it disturbs morning silence.
You are sitting on the bed in your jail and looking out through barred window.
Your time has come.
Your last minute.
It´s time to die.
You are ready and unhopeful with everything without emotions.
You are waiting until they will come for you.
You can hear heavy boots in the hall.
They are not so far last quiver of fear.
The doors on the cell are opening.
It´s time to die !
It´s time to die !
The priest gives you last unction.
Your eyes are blinded by black strip.
It´s time to die !
It´s time to die !
Slowly walking they conduct you to the courtyard.
Everything became suddenly silent even the birds stopped singing.
Last order of the executioner five shots sounded the courtyard.
You knees are underminded and you are falling down on the ground.
5. Spiritual Emotions
Spiritual emotions shocking your mind.
Blackish thoughts driving you crazy.
Gigantic masses of the demonic matter appearing
in front of your eyes waiting for the coming of your blackish soul to the society
of souls that have never found peace driving your maniac amok.
In human screams coming from your entrails.
Screams of anxiety and madness fiery flashes penetrating
the dark burning your soul making their way to hell.
Early hell is opening it´s arms for your soul the flames
of the earthly hell will burn your soul for a long time until it finds.
The peace the way to redeption means pain.
6. Mental Disease
Mental disease in your head.
Mental world around us.
Mentally born children
Mental disease always in your soul.
Mental disease.
Mental world.
Mental children.
Mental soul.
In your head.
Around us.
In your soul.
In your future!
7. Madness in your Mind
Death in your mind will finish your life.
It will break lies of life you´ll deliver your soul to death.
The body is the jail, you walk towards freedom along with death.
Life is like a mad dream it drills your head through it will cover.
Your eyes into eternal darkness.
Your brain is eaten by your own mind.
Sacrifice yourself and drop dead for Christ´s arms
in which you founded love.
Dry your tears and grand them the grains of the dust.
Forgive the people, don´t look for your own peace
you won´t ever find it, because you´re zero.
You´re weakling who doesn´t control himself.
You´re just a living rag disgusted by life.
8. Terror
Everybody in the depths of his inner soul lives his own individual terror.
You alone belong to people whose mind stray in the dimension of death.
Your imaginations, your soul, your heart were trapped into a swamp of Evil.
Desperately long for to will, you are notable to control your hatred.
The blade of knife stabs into the heart of hatred person,
his pain, his bloody body brings you a satisfaction,
You killed from hatred, you killed with pleasure.
Terror – split in your veins.
Terror – controls your brain.
Terror – lives in you.
Terror – controls your dreams.
This is your individual terror.
This is your individual dream.
You´re opening your eyes, suddenly.
You´re in every days world.
You were killing only in your imaginations.
It was just a bad dream.
9. Deliverance means Death
Mad scream coming from inner of your body.
Unbearable pain crosses your body, is grinding you from hour to hour.
Twisted face from pain betrays your torture.
You are lying on the bed and looking at your lifeless body.
Your brain works on full speed a head, you think only about the one thing - deliverance.
Deliverance means death.
The end of endless suffering and painfull of dark, fear and endless waiting.
You are forced to die in horrible torments in histerical fit.
You bite your tongue and spitit on the floor.
All watching with dumb amazement, no one is looking for help.
You found your deliverance, you bled to death before eyes of your relatives.
10. Filthy Christianity
You can meet them everyday in the street, they are among us.
They are those who are sitting in the church in the first lines
and they are going to lick Christ´s feet.
False pigs who steal with one hand and blessing with the other.
And afterwards they will ask him for forgivenes.
What is this belief for? And who they are?
Falsity, Intriques, Hatred you can all find behind this belief
false priest who preach water and drinks wine.
Human naivity goes beyond the limits, This all inhales with full lugs.
Who actually is God? Has anybody seen him?
Filthy christianity made by human blood wars waged in God´s name.
Endless number of innocent naive souls died in God´s name.
Filthy belief eating this humanity.
Where is God when you need him so much? you´ll die as a scabby dog!
God won´t even remember you.
11. Nostalgia (instr.)
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