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CALIBAN LYRICS
"The Opposite From Within" (2004)
1. The Beloved and the Hatred
2. Goodbye
3. I've Sold Myself
4. Standup
5. Senseless Fight
6. Stigmata
7. Certainty... Corpses Bleed Cold
8. My Little Secret
9. One of These Days
10. Salvation
11. Dairy of an Addict
12. 100 Suns
1. The Beloved and the Hatred
Where is your
Where is your
Where is your love?
The smaller the keys
Bigger the locks
Closure of dorms for the hatred
Pick a key and watch
Sesame open
Just meaningless words
A daring mixture of shelter and temptation
The one who dares will gain the blame
Lines web into my heart
To tear it slightly apart
Where's your love?
Where's your love?
Where's your love?
Where's your
The smaller the keys
Bigger the locks
Closure of dorms
For the hatred
Pick a key and watch
Sesame open
Just meaningless words
Just meaningless words
Tell me, where's your love?
Tell me, where's your heart?
Don't look back to that start
Where's your love?
A daring mixture of shelter and temptation
The one who dares will gain the blame
Lines web into my heart
To tear it slightly apart
Where is your love?
Where is your heart?
Where is your love?
Where is your heart?
Tell me, where's your love?
Tell me, where's your heart?
Don't look back to that start
Where's your love?
Tell me, where's your love?
Tell me, where's your heart?
Don't look back to that start
Where's your love?
A daring mixture of shelter and temptation
The one who dares will gain the blame
Lines web into my heart
To tear it slightly apart
Where is your love?
Where is your heart?
Where...Is...Your...Love?
2. Goodbye
Goodbye
A word that makes me cry
All the joy and all the fun
Are suddenly gone
Goodbye
I can feel the cold steel on my shaking skin
I stand alone with my thoughts
On a crossway to neverwhere
Every end shows your tender face
I stand alone with my thoughts
On a crossway to neverwhere
Every end shows your tender face
A long kiss goodbye
In my head the distance rise
This sheer endless time of despair
Goodbye
I can feel the cold steel on my shaking skin
A long kiss goodbye
I can feel the cold steel on my shaking skin
A long kiss goodbye
I stand alone with my thoughts
On a crossway to neverwhere
Every end shows your tender face
A long kiss goodbye
My tears flow over
The time just fans the fire
The time just fans the fire
Why can't you stay forever?
Why can't you just pull the trigger?
I wish, I wish this nightmare would end
Goodbye
I can feel the cold steel on my shaking skin
A long kiss goodbye
I can feel the cold steel on my shaking skin
A long kiss goodbye
Goodbye
I stand alone with my thoughts
On a crossway to neverwhere
Every end shows your tender face
3. I've Sold Myself
Don't look at me like that,
I am your creation,
My actions will teach you,
None of your tears can change me again,
It's too late for this!
What do you see and feel when you abuse me?
Don't pretend like you feel any pain
Forget about it, I have no conscience,
You took that from me
And now you complain about me being cruel,
But this is exactly what you want,
You want no heart,
But this is exactly what you want,
You want no contract,
You want to play and that is what you want me for,
That's why I'm your toy, my words mean nothing,
It's on the shadow of me that I'm giving to you
But this is exactly what you want,
You want no heart,
But this is exactly what you want,
You want no contract,
I've sold myself and given me away...
Let me be myself again
I've sold myself and given me away...
I want to give up this game
4. Standup
I'm there of what you dream
I see you, but what are you?
I'm there of what you dream
I see you, but what are you?
You make me sick
Eat me up
Stand up
I was there where you will never be
Bits come off your shell
But I recognize still nothing
You change with the flow of the mass
A thick empty shell with no content
I keep my eyes shut, but I scream at you
Just open your eyes
Take me up, tear me down
But when I'm gone
You're the one who's left
Take me up, tear me down
You're the one who's left
I can't recognize you
A bug full of stand ups
I can't recognize you
A bug full of stand ups
A bug full of stand ups
A bug full of stand ups
Bits come off your shell
But I recognize still nothing
You change with the flow of the mass
A thick empty shell with no content
I keep my eyes shut, but I scream at you
Just open your eyes
Take me up, tear me down
But when I'm gone
You're the one who's left
Take me up, tear me down
Tear me down
Take me up, tear me down
But when I'm gone
You're the one who's left
Take me up, tear me down
You're the one who's left
5. Senseless Fight
I've got the space I need
I've got the air to breath
I've got the mood to bleed
I need to breath to bleed
This senseless fight will never end,
You teach me to forget
I can not win
I feel weak and helpless,
This prision make me sick
You teach me to forget
But forget means disrespect
This senseless fight will never end,
(will never end)
You teach me to forget
I can not win
Just let me go and don't look back
While my flesh begins to burn,
Just come back to bury my forsaken soul
And tell my heart goodbye!
6. Stigmata
I made one step back and reached out my hand
To touch my picture in the mirror
I'm sticking in an armour of fear
Observing my image from the outside
I can't believe what's left of myself
I can't believe what's left of myself
I always tried my best and I never justified
I tried so hard but in the end it doesn't even matter
Nobody's out there, no one to hold my hand
No one to hold my hand
I can't believe what's left of myself
I can't believe what's left of myself
My time is up
My time is up
My time is up
My time is up
I feel like I'm gone as long before my time is up
I feel like I'm gone as long before my time is up
My time is up
I made one step back and reached out my hand
To touch my picture in the mirror
I'm sticking in an armour of fear
Observing my image from the outside
I can't believe what's left of myself
I can't believe what's left of myself
I feel like I'm gone as long before my time is up
I feel like I'm gone as long before my time is up
7. Certainty... Corpses Bleed Cold
Arms are weak, my feet are stiff & cold
Why do I not escape
Arms are weak, my feet are stiff & cold
I'm the scourage of my self made walls
Shadows of the past thrown on me
And broke my walls,
All the time that has passed,
However the pain is not less-
Hopelessy caught in emptiness
Recognition of boredom...
Arms are weak, my feet are stiff & cold
Why do I not escape
Arms are weak, my feet are stiff & cold
I'm the scourage of my self made walls
Dreams of hope come up
And let me fall again even deeper
Into the band of pain,
Steel colours my skin deep red,
No death, but eternal toture
8. My Little Secret
I wake up in flames
Like everyday with my heart in my hands
I wake up in flames
Like everyday with my heart in my hands
I wake up in flames
Say my name and I will rise again
I will rise again
I will kill again
I will kill again, I will
Say my name and I will kill again
Kill again
I wake up in flames
Like everyday with my heart in my hands
I wake up in flames
Say my name and I will rise again
Here is my little secret
Stay back or I will kill
Kill, kill
Here is my little secret
Stay back or I will kill
Kill, kill
I promised you my blood
I gave you my life
But you threw it all away
Go, run, flee
Go, run, flee
Faster
I wake up in flames
Like everyday with my heart in my hands
I wake up in flames
Say my name again
Here is my little secret
Stay back or I will kill
Kill, kill
Here is my little secret
Stay back or I will kill
Kill, kill, kill, kill
9. One of These Days
Wake up and see the truth
It's over for sure
Like the sinking of the moon
All hope seems to be gone
All lust is fading away
For the dust of forgetting
Every breath aches as it was the last
Every moment distored through tears
The walls have fallen down,
Pure cold reality surrounds me,
Is hugging me
This big, black hold inside me
Screams for fulfilment and nearness
So tell me who I am - Tell me lies
So tell me who I am - Give me hope
So tell me who I am - Lead me to my heart
All hope seems to be gone
All lust is fading away
For the dust of forgetting
Every breath aches as it was the last
Every moment distored through tears
The walls have fallen down,
Pure cold reality surrounds me,
Is hugging me
The awareness of emptiness
Pushes me down to earth
10. Salvation
A long distance run without any tension
Raptured soul - raptured life
A long distance run without any tension
Grow in the half of a night - bloom!
Live this life in straight lines
Step aside, step below
Watch yourself falling
Flight lines, light lines become clear
Slightly I remember the way -
To the origin of despair
Reality is what come first
Attempt to see through my eyes
Careless and senseless devotion
Nothingness is a part of me
On the behalf of you imagination.
The blackend curtain seems to fall,
Beside the stage we lose out soul,
A different place, a distant time,
Say goodbye... SALVATION
Blacken the earth and darken the sky
A long distance run without any tension
Raptured soul - raptured life
A long distance run without any tension
Grow in the half of a night - bloom!
Live this live in straight lines
Step aside, step below
Watch yourself falling
WATCH YOURSELF FALLING
11. Dairy of an Addict
No one hears you
No one fears you
You are invisible - Nothing - Trace of belief
You're going blind - Dazzeled by
The beauty of the day
Your footsteps slowly dissappear... Realease your soul
This is a diary - The diary of an addict
It's just a diary - Only written words...
Help me, get me out of here
Your own mind leads you to this
Just remembering where you are
Beneath the cold and senseless... No trace of belief
Help me, get me out of here
Your throat swells your eyes glow
Deep inside you swallow the blood
Hit the darkness - Feel the cold... Release your soul
Help me, get me out of here
This is a diary - The diary of an addict
It's just a diary - Only written words.
12. 100 Suns
A hundred suns, born to kill
It is madness, a sun created by man-
Once again a perverse irony of life
Earth creates - Man destroys
Love and hatred
We are the butchers of the earth
A hundred suns will be born-
Millions of lives will fall
The first lightening,
A picture without protection and sence
The end, torture and death
When do they stop, when is it over?
One day they will all stand up,
Rebel against us - Exterminated us
The first lightening,
A picture without protection and sence
A hundred suns, born to kill
It is madness, a sun created by man-
Once again a perverse irony of life
Earth creates - Man destroys
Love and hatred
We are the butchers of the earth
A hundred suns will be born-
Millions of lives will fall
BORN TO KILL
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