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BYPRODUCT LYRICS
"To Create Rather Than Destroy"" (2003)
1. Blueprint Of An Open Mind
2. Torn, Scarred
3. Absence Of Light
4. Separation From The Ego
5. Time Fades
6. Explering Infinite Dimensions
7. Social Anxiety Disorder
8. Personal Revalation
9. To Create Rather Than Destroy
10. Ther Will Be No More
11. The Collapse Of The Tangent Universe
1. Blueprint Of An Open Mind
2. Torn, Scarred
Underneath the darkest surfaces.
That’s where you'll find me rotting away.
You can’t believe that I’m still alive
and I’m coming back to take whats rightfully mine.
You wonder how I became this way
it's every time you fucking pushed me away
every promise, every time you lied
it's all the pain, you left me dying inside...
from every day you've been a part of my life.
Why does it take this much to make you realize?
My blood is real and I feel this pain.
Look inside of me ...torn,scarred.
Bleed, for my eyes to see ...torn,scarred.
...from the mental rape I’ve suffered and seen through the eyes of a psychotic man.
I can’t listen to one word you say
with these voices trapped inside of my head.
You can’t believe what runs through my mind
thoughts of vengeance, hate and nothing but time
to watch you bleed, I want to hear you scream
for your life, for your meaningless life.
Why does it take this much to make you realize?
My blood is real and I feel this pain.
Look inside of me and feel ...torn,scared
Bleed for my eyes to see you feel ...torn,scared
Torn away from, but scarred in the process.
3. Absence Of Light
As the sky turns black and the rain to blood,
my memories slowly torn from me...
I guess the life I intended on... I guess it will never be.
I can’t find any other way to justify
..I can not find my inner peace.
I can’t find any way to justify
thoughts of my life destroying me.
Darkness falls upon my eyes now
and one last thought remains with me,
...pictures of what I have done
are forever haunting me.
Deep in my mind I can’t let go to save my soul,
I curse at God, I beg and plead for this release
...from ...this ...life.
I can’t find any other way to justify
..I can not find my inner peace.
I can’t find any way to justify
thoughts of my life destroying me.
...never wanted to be this way.
4. Separation From The Ego
5. Time Fades
So many times have I tried
to escape from the depths of my mind.
Holding back ...live in fear
...meaning slips away in tears,
while I try to be what you need.
...live in shame because I’m not me.
All of this runs so deep,
...and for that this life I keep.
I know you see the end, ...you pretend.
I know you, so the end you pretend to decide it’s right.
I know you see the end, ...you pretend.
I know you see the end.
You pretend these lies pass time.
Falling away as the time slowly fades with me inside.
I can’t think, I can’t find any reason why I lie,
straight to your face.
...empty eyes,
...your emptiness has become mine.
Walk away from this pain
a victim of my own fucked up ways.
...the process of my fucked up ways.
...I must decide, deny my pride.
6. Explering Infinite Dimensions
7. Social Anxiety Disorder
Why do I care what you say?
My head feels light
...you stare at my face and something takes over.
I can’t be, I can’t see clearly
...I won’t speak because you don't hear me.
Is this my last breath?
Can you hear my heart beat?
All I feel is the darkness inside of me,
...killing me,
...eating away my life.
Save me from myself...
Take this from my soul and make it go away.Why do I care what you think?
I can’t escape, I can’t live with all this fear inside.
It holds me back, not giving me room to breathe.
I can’t be part of society.
I stand alone and dying now.
...isolation cannot be the way.
I don’t think I can last for long.
I can’t survive with this
eating away my life.
...please take it all away now
8. Personal Revalation
9. To Create Rather Than Destroy
You caused all this misery.
You crush everything you see.
No remorse for what you’ve done.
Narrow minded you must be.
I don’t see how you live your life,
off of others sacrifice.
You can find another way.
I don’t want to see that look in your eyes.
Close your eyes and open up your mind.
If you think then you will decide
to create rather than destroy.
Life will always keep you asking “why?”
If you think then you will decide
to create rather than destroy.
You look at me,
I look away until you see the side of me.
I can’t explain,
what it is that I believe will set you free
from all your pain and suffering.
I can’t explain, until you see.
Don’t let this pass you by.
A second chance to see the light.
So full of emptiness, will you ever realize?
There’s so much more to life
than the things we try to hide.
Can you find another way?
Will I always see that look in your eyes?
I’m seeing that look again...
I’m seeing that look in your eyes.
Take this time to let go of the
weakness you let consume your soul.
Feel the change inside your mind.
Feel the change inside yo
10. Ther Will Be No More
Should've found time to realize,
sometimes people don’t want to change.
...into a person that you’ve made for them.
You cannot see on the inside, die away...
Looking in from eyes that are outside,
trying to find out a way.
To make the ones around you see how you see yourself
..in a broken mirror, ...the image fades.
Falling further in your world inside,
you know it’s a waste of time.
You’ll wake one day and you’ll see
that life is long and you can’t just run away...
Hate ..that I can’t define.
I can’t define this hate.
There will be no more hate.
I don’t have a chance,
I’m losing my mind...
I fucking don’t have a chance.
I can’t escape from this.
I don’t have a chance changing my life...
Inside your world I can’t breathe
...losing my mind I can’t see.
I turn away,
...I can’t be part of what’s wrong our race now.
Someday you’ll find the one to take you
away from the suffering.
In your soul,
you’ll find the one to take you away from
the suffering in your soul.
There will be no more suffering in your soul.
ur life.
11. The Collapse Of The Tangent Universe
When should I begin to fit in ?
Can't remember when it mattered.
Waiting for a change of perception
...re-define my reality.
Will I find salvation in myself ?
Will I prevail in this life before I go ?
Broken down again ...left alone.
No where else to go I haven't been.
The words I speak fall on deaf ears.
I've said this all before,
now I'm back at the start...
...to find salvation in myself.
Will I prevail in this life somehow ?
Start to find salvation in myself...
...with every breath I take.
I question everything from this life
and it brings me closer to nothing...
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