|
BRAINSTORM LYRICS
"Honey from the B's (Beasting Around the Bush)" (2007 DVD)
1. Intro / Worlds Are Coming Through
2. Blind Suffering
3. The Leading
4. Voices
5. Highs Without Lows
6. Medley: Lifeline / Shadowland / Tear Down The Walls
7. Inside A Monster
8. Trinity of Lust: Shiva's Tears
9. Fornever
10. Soul Temptation
11. All Those Words
12. Hollow Hideaway
13. Burns My Soul
14. Doorway To Survive
15. Under Lights
16. Shiva's Tears
17. Blind Suffering
18. Doorway To Survive
19. Voices
20. Fornever
21. The Leading
22. Highs Without Lows
23. Under Lights
24. Brainstorm Bandhistory 1987 - 2007
25. Highs Without Lows
26. Doorway To Survive
27. All Those Words
1. Intro / Worlds Are Coming Through
Can you Ever Release me or do you Fear the Pain
You're the Better Part of me and it Doesn't Matter where you've been
'cause I'm Counting Broken Pieces and I'm Taking Over to the Light
I fall Asleep to Meet you where all my Fears and Dreams Unite
Wherever you are I'm Hiding Myself Behind
But the Sadness in your Eyes Makes me Hold you Tight
I Never Meant to Lie; This is the Last Goodbye
There's Nothing Else to Do when Worlds are Coming through
Almost Read my Mind, Afraid of what I'll Find
I'm Coming Closer to you when Worlds are Coming through
Why couldn't you Tell me about the Perfection of Pain?
Now you're Coming over from Breaking all the Boundaries of Shame
But Every Time you Think of me I'm Coming Through Walls
And Picking up the Pieces Right Before the Darkness Falls
There's no More Laughter There's Nothing Left Undone
I'm Leaving this Insanity and I'm Leaving on my Own
2. Blind Suffering
Looking back I smile at the voices in my head,
That always said to keep this place secret
a spell that allows me to see
Because of all the subtle words,
I hear you scream
I've tread and spanned the horizon
To cross the blood red
I strike down the faceless and unknown
Now I'm branded
I fall down into your own despair
Voices within
Show me how and show me where
Blind suffering
Let me in, get me out
Lost my soul without a trace
Found it again in my secret place
The final tear
Will be lost in rain
First comes the light
Then comes the pain
My body trembles in fear
No longer controlled
Watching my dreams disappear
In the palace of gold
3. The Leading
[don't fall into error, beresy, and atheism]
[and don't allow anyone to abandon to commit]
[murderous wars and massacres]
betray your friends and regret your life
for all the words you said
you pull my string and cut the line
around my head
you fingertips will burn my soul
and reflect my life, i'll raise my hands against you
all my longing to survive
i'll go as far as you want me to now and forever
as the smoke pours down on you
leading on me, when emotions all have left my
.. leading voirces, and why are we here
as i'm leading a dream with all the memories in my mind
.. leading voices, so why are we here?
another faith i'll find me in
after facing all my fears
your pride turns into a deadly sin
as the dream appears
religions i used to know now and forever
things we shared so long ago
now here i am, i won't be found
cause i got no religion
don't turn your face down to the ground
whatever believe, as now we are free
somehow slow revovery
release yourself ... for immortality
4. Voices
Only heaven knows
what I'm supposed to be
do I pretend to live again
is there anybody out there
will somebody save me
is there anybody out there
before it's gonna break me
Over and over and over again
I hear those voices
over and over and over again
I'm goin' insane
I hear these voices everywhere
they never dissappear
seems like I'm drowning in illusions
deep down in a hole
there's no way out
I keep on prayin' for a saviour
I'm trapped in a land of confusion
emotions turned to stone
I'm searching for a ray of hope
the answer of all answers
I'm twisted forever
I'm twisted by pain
I don't remember anything that was
feels like I'm rotting away day by day
I'm losin' my mind
5. Highs Without Lows
[ the experience of life shows different ways...]
[sometimes up... sometimes down]
when you told me that i've been here before
can't remember, can't say much more
can't resist the call and hide my reality
our diefferent thoughts my blurred imagery
don't know why i and what i'm waiting for
i should belive and not ignore
a perfect foil to try and understand,
not to give up, not a helpless end
as long as i'm comin' through
you leave me confused
i've been hurt this way before
you can't bring me down no more
when evreything's out of my mind
out of what was left behind
i would have liked to say i know
cause no one has the hights without lows
now i'm leaving for and passing out the blame
i'm sick of being down, it's time to be the same
the cutting silence thats every thing i hear
all alone but my pain won't disappear
and my trust in all the words to say
will never make a difference anyway
and the time has now come to do me wrong,
may someone else ask you what you've done
here i am to save my soul
not to be just left behind
deranged not lose control
it will ease my mind
6. Medley: Lifeline / Shadowland / Tear Down The Walls
Only heaven knows
what I'm supposed to be
do I pretend to live again
is there anybody out there
will somebody save me
is there anybody out there
before it's gonna break me
Over and over and over again
I hear those voices
over and over and over again
I'm goin' insane
I hear these voices everywhere
they never dissappear
seems like I'm drowning in illusions
deep down in a hole
there's no way out
I keep on prayin' for a saviour
I'm trapped in a land of confusion
emotions turned to stone
I'm searching for a ray of hope
the answer of all answers
I'm twisted forever
I'm twisted by pain
I don't remember anything that was
feels like I'm rotting away day by day
I'm losin' my mind
7. Inside A Monster
All the Words you Said to me, are Bleeding me Dry
All those Colours you've Shown me are Fading Away and I Ask Myself why
Through the Looking Glass, I'm too Blinded to See
You Shall not Fall, Neither Shall I Despair
In Some Way You'll Remember me
You're Blessed by the Fate and it Runs Through my Veins
Your Mind's Gone Astray and you don't Know my Name
Inside the Monster I'm Alone
The Nightmare Continues and I'm on my own
Inside the Monster I Can See the Force
I'm Hunting my Fears; I'm Inside a War, Inside the Steam
The Candles are Burning out, Nothing Ventured Nothing Gained
You Never Know Where Life Will Take Us, But I hope to Breathe Again
Am I Wasting my Time, am I Losing my Pride
Sift through the Darkness, all I Hope to Find are the Things that you Hide
Escape from those Things you Put me through
I'll Surrender but Now I've Failed you
You're Blessed by the Fate and it Runs through my Veins
But Now I'm Free of the Fear that you Obtain
8. Trinity of Lust: Shiva's Tears
[- Long ago... what has been said by honour, is exceedingly conducive to my welfare. Abandoning all pleasure, the lofty-minded dauther preformed the propitiation by means of profound meditation. On hearing these words, she pondered over me mentally... and so the story goes... (the skanda purana)]
One million miles i'm walking, one million miles away
and still you hear me talkin,
full of doubt on a painful way
i'm not a fortune teller nor support the monarchy
i'm setting up the situation to destroy my scenery
take all the trouble with me, more than i can afford,
anscrewed and full of laughter, as qirija speaks the word
oh well i don't know, whatever i'll see...
come slowly, won't you look at me instead
depressed and lonely, listen to what shiva said
taste the falvour of a hundred million tears
i stare into her eyes
crimes the hide since thousand years
as now my live is shifted, i crawl on holy ground
my blodd and soul are god gifted,
made me lokkin'in from the out
still i hear their voices singing,
gliding sounds from the left to right,
i try to close my eyes,
but can't get her out of my sight
i know this place is haunted
this temple of tears
this lust i always wanted
beautiful and lustful fears,...
and still i dont know where do i go
9. Fornever
as the white in my eyes turns black today,
whatever it makes me blind
what took me so far away,
there's no one by my side
help me, i'm searching for some qlistering worlds
as darkness rears my head
you think i'm a drifter but i'm chasing my dreams
as satin covers the head
i'm touched by the magic... as she's moving fast
can't miss her laughter behind satin mask
where gold made you learn to treat me like that
my heartbeat feels like a knife in the back
your fingernails are painted red
scratched by a demon from toe to head
now and forever...
as you seemed to care, you stab me in the back,
all i hope is to survive
so how do i feel as i make the worst mistake of my life
i'm touched by your lips, while you hold me down
as we're here for hours
inside the steam, it's not what it seems,
as i lay in between campaka flowers
how can i ever .. get up off the ground
feels like everything comes crashing down
10. Soul Temptation
Slowly falling, slipping down, but i don't hit the ground
still my soul is a slave to to the cozen sound
the benefactor of the worlds, his daughter, just so frail
in a room of tragedy, illusions to unveil
the trident-hearing lord of lies, appears in diefferent ray
his sword of light reflects her delightful face
not to disregard myself, discharge my enemy
it manifests in different slaveries
and as the wind blows in cold inside the room
her angel wings now keenly hurt me too
blood on my hands, a painful legacy
a foresight might, a magic enemy
but i can't hide myself this way
she looked at me and slipped away
when you hear me with all the brightness you've been told
when you fear me sharp as a razor with a heard of gold
when you feel me, strange and beautiful and pain,
when you... fear my ...
soul temptation on and on again...
blood rains from heaven now, with every word she says
but she won't turn her angel eyes again my way
it's reeling in my bones, as darkness is released
as my tears will drift me out,
more than i can't believe
a fierce revenge on you, abanding all my shame
you'll never hurt me so, never do the same
i'll try to wahs away my pain, my spirit, flesh and bone
as teardrops are falling one by one
let me do it... alluring prophecies
my inner fear of this divine obscurity
all the whispers, my soul will ever harm
from a whisper... into the dawn
i'll never thought i'd rest my life
as skanda rules my health and pride
11. All Those Words
All those words you hide inside won't last forever but they'll come true
I'm lost in the cold where rain turns to snow
I'm losing my mind there're no highs only lows
And you see my tears freeze on my skin
Confused by the dreams and illusions inside
The memories you fear are the shades of your pride
Whatever remains, it won't be the same
You're screaming out my name when the snow melts around me
But I can't take back those woeds I said, much to my regret
All those words you hide inside won't last forever but they'll come true
I'm on the edge of dark and light and something more than what I knew
Reflections in my mind of something I once knew
Time drifted away but your day came true
One second to leave's like nothing for you
You're nowhere to be found as I've looked around
I'm here to bleed, my world's standing still
The haze inside my brain, I can't get my fill
Whether sorrow or pain, all looks the same
Am i supposed to be the one to set the snow on fire?
It will begin to burn within that's for your desire
12. Hollow Hideaway
A bleeding heart, a seal of fate
There is no crime, I'll re · instate
Love is a weakness, Lust conquers all
Cross my soul and hope to die
Where do you draw the line?
Enter my mind, can you stop the rage
No one shall mourn or pity your grave
Believe the lie, the line that you toe,
If you just do, do as you're told
The meaning of lust
The soul of life
When you're screaming from the sky
It's now or never
Inside your brain
It's a hollow hideaway
Out of pride, I'll isolate.my fears
Never turned my back on why you were here
Mapped out in scars, look to the skies
Your only salvation, so close your eyes
13. Burns My Soul
You're trying to take what's in my mind
For all the pain that I shared with you
I'm losing my faith, from one direction into another
No faith, but I know where you're going to
Within your need, you're here alone
These empty rooms you call your home
Someone's around you and someone will care
It burns my soul and you'll be awake
That someone will die for and someone will cry
It burns my soul and clears my mind
Look at the passed time, my reason to live
Your hate inside will get you nowhere
But don't touch my mind, don't try to make me afraid
Now I'll surrender but it seems that no one cares
The stench of my sin is surrounding me
Through your disguise I brought you to your knees
14. Doorway To Survive
[use your head and think before you speak!]
[discover the fear... alter you aggresseions!]
every word that you say, every lie i can hear
every moment of weakness you do
tell me why you are here and what's meant to be
will be discovered by your enemy
my time has almost come to rise
to open up your mind
turn into the fire, the truth will be heard
enlighten the black of your soul
to light up the spirit and keep you alive,
this is the doorway to survive
what ever happens, tell me who's to blame?
no hope but my questions will remain
ignored by the system, no truth comes about
i'm falling in fear again
up from the unknown, i'm here to rise
but there's not much time...
15. Under Lights
What do we need and where do we go
When we get where we don't know
Tell them what they wanna hear
but what's the meaning
Always knew it was them or me
I always knew what I wanted to be
So many things I just can't explain
Is this the reason.
Too much tension brings me down
Touched and found and turned around
I'm really lost in fear and sin,
thinkin' how it might have been
speaking my mind to those who find
under lights made me blind
Read the rights a prophet's word,
we've learned to deal with the absurd
Scorching the edge of your soul
lust of season
Forgotten heroes, piles of dead
Colors change from green to red
Hurt's so bad, it's been so long.
I'm coming home
Taste the blood that I long for
A beating heart, slow and sure
Bless my soul, time has come
Innocence been long gone
All the wrongs just can't be right
Hear me scream and feel my bite
16. Shiva's Tears
[- Long ago... what has been said by honour, is exceedingly conducive to my welfare. Abandoning all pleasure, the lofty-minded dauther preformed the propitiation by means of profound meditation. On hearing these words, she pondered over me mentally... and so the story goes... (the skanda purana)]
One million miles i'm walking, one million miles away
and still you hear me talkin,
full of doubt on a painful way
i'm not a fortune teller nor support the monarchy
i'm setting up the situation to destroy my scenery
take all the trouble with me, more than i can afford,
anscrewed and full of laughter, as qirija speaks the word
oh well i don't know, whatever i'll see...
come slowly, won't you look at me instead
depressed and lonely, listen to what shiva said
taste the falvour of a hundred million tears
i stare into her eyes
crimes the hide since thousand years
as now my live is shifted, i crawl on holy ground
my blodd and soul are god gifted,
made me lokkin'in from the out
still i hear their voices singing,
gliding sounds from the left to right,
i try to close my eyes,
but can't get her out of my sight
i know this place is haunted
this temple of tears
this lust i always wanted
beautiful and lustful fears,...
and still i dont know where do i go
17. Blind Suffering
Looking back I smile at the voices in my head,
That always said to keep this place secret
a spell that allows me to see
Because of all the subtle words,
I hear you scream
I've tread and spanned the horizon
To cross the blood red
I strike down the faceless and unknown
Now I'm branded
I fall down into your own despair
Voices within
Show me how and show me where
Blind suffering
Let me in, get me out
Lost my soul without a trace
Found it again in my secret place
The final tear
Will be lost in rain
First comes the light
Then comes the pain
My body trembles in fear
No longer controlled
Watching my dreams disappear
In the palace of gold
18. Doorway To Survive
[use your head and think before you speak!]
[discover the fear... alter you aggresseions!]
every word that you say, every lie i can hear
every moment of weakness you do
tell me why you are here and what's meant to be
will be discovered by your enemy
my time has almost come to rise
to open up your mind
turn into the fire, the truth will be heard
enlighten the black of your soul
to light up the spirit and keep you alive,
this is the doorway to survive
what ever happens, tell me who's to blame?
no hope but my questions will remain
ignored by the system, no truth comes about
i'm falling in fear again
up from the unknown, i'm here to rise
but there's not much time...
19. Voices
Only heaven knows
what I'm supposed to be
do I pretend to live again
is there anybody out there
will somebody save me
is there anybody out there
before it's gonna break me
Over and over and over again
I hear those voices
over and over and over again
I'm goin' insane
I hear these voices everywhere
they never dissappear
seems like I'm drowning in illusions
deep down in a hole
there's no way out
I keep on prayin' for a saviour
I'm trapped in a land of confusion
emotions turned to stone
I'm searching for a ray of hope
the answer of all answers
I'm twisted forever
I'm twisted by pain
I don't remember anything that was
feels like I'm rotting away day by day
I'm losin' my mind
20. Fornever
as the white in my eyes turns black today,
whatever it makes me blind
what took me so far away,
there's no one by my side
help me, i'm searching for some qlistering worlds
as darkness rears my head
you think i'm a drifter but i'm chasing my dreams
as satin covers the head
i'm touched by the magic... as she's moving fast
can't miss her laughter behind satin mask
where gold made you learn to treat me like that
my heartbeat feels like a knife in the back
your fingernails are painted red
scratched by a demon from toe to head
now and forever...
as you seemed to care, you stab me in the back,
all i hope is to survive
so how do i feel as i make the worst mistake of my life
i'm touched by your lips, while you hold me down
as we're here for hours
inside the steam, it's not what it seems,
as i lay in between campaka flowers
how can i ever .. get up off the ground
feels like everything comes crashing down
21. The Leading
[don't fall into error, beresy, and atheism]
[and don't allow anyone to abandon to commit]
[murderous wars and massacres]
betray your friends and regret your life
for all the words you said
you pull my string and cut the line
around my head
you fingertips will burn my soul
and reflect my life, i'll raise my hands against you
all my longing to survive
i'll go as far as you want me to now and forever
as the smoke pours down on you
leading on me, when emotions all have left my
.. leading voirces, and why are we here
as i'm leading a dream with all the memories in my mind
.. leading voices, so why are we here?
another faith i'll find me in
after facing all my fears
your pride turns into a deadly sin
as the dream appears
religions i used to know now and forever
things we shared so long ago
now here i am, i won't be found
cause i got no religion
don't turn your face down to the ground
whatever believe, as now we are free
somehow slow revovery
release yourself ... for immortality
22. Highs Without Lows
[ the experience of life shows different ways...]
[sometimes up... sometimes down]
when you told me that i've been here before
can't remember, can't say much more
can't resist the call and hide my reality
our diefferent thoughts my blurred imagery
don't know why i and what i'm waiting for
i should belive and not ignore
a perfect foil to try and understand,
not to give up, not a helpless end
as long as i'm comin' through
you leave me confused
i've been hurt this way before
you can't bring me down no more
when evreything's out of my mind
out of what was left behind
i would have liked to say i know
cause no one has the hights without lows
now i'm leaving for and passing out the blame
i'm sick of being down, it's time to be the same
the cutting silence thats every thing i hear
all alone but my pain won't disappear
and my trust in all the words to say
will never make a difference anyway
and the time has now come to do me wrong,
may someone else ask you what you've done
here i am to save my soul
not to be just left behind
deranged not lose control
it will ease my mind
23. Under Lights
What do we need and where do we go
When we get where we don't know
Tell them what they wanna hear
but what's the meaning
Always knew it was them or me
I always knew what I wanted to be
So many things I just can't explain
Is this the reason.
Too much tension brings me down
Touched and found and turned around
I'm really lost in fear and sin,
thinkin' how it might have been
speaking my mind to those who find
under lights made me blind
Read the rights a prophet's word,
we've learned to deal with the absurd
Scorching the edge of your soul
lust of season
Forgotten heroes, piles of dead
Colors change from green to red
Hurt's so bad, it's been so long.
I'm coming home
Taste the blood that I long for
A beating heart, slow and sure
Bless my soul, time has come
Innocence been long gone
All the wrongs just can't be right
Hear me scream and feel my bite
24. Brainstorm Bandhistory 1987 - 2007
25. Highs Without Lows
[ the experience of life shows different ways...]
[sometimes up... sometimes down]
when you told me that i've been here before
can't remember, can't say much more
can't resist the call and hide my reality
our diefferent thoughts my blurred imagery
don't know why i and what i'm waiting for
i should belive and not ignore
a perfect foil to try and understand,
not to give up, not a helpless end
as long as i'm comin' through
you leave me confused
i've been hurt this way before
you can't bring me down no more
when evreything's out of my mind
out of what was left behind
i would have liked to say i know
cause no one has the hights without lows
now i'm leaving for and passing out the blame
i'm sick of being down, it's time to be the same
the cutting silence thats every thing i hear
all alone but my pain won't disappear
and my trust in all the words to say
will never make a difference anyway
and the time has now come to do me wrong,
may someone else ask you what you've done
here i am to save my soul
not to be just left behind
deranged not lose control
it will ease my mind
26. Doorway To Survive
[use your head and think before you speak!]
[discover the fear... alter you aggresseions!]
every word that you say, every lie i can hear
every moment of weakness you do
tell me why you are here and what's meant to be
will be discovered by your enemy
my time has almost come to rise
to open up your mind
turn into the fire, the truth will be heard
enlighten the black of your soul
to light up the spirit and keep you alive,
this is the doorway to survive
what ever happens, tell me who's to blame?
no hope but my questions will remain
ignored by the system, no truth comes about
i'm falling in fear again
up from the unknown, i'm here to rise
but there's not much time...
27. All Those Words
All those words you hide inside won't last forever but they'll come true
I'm lost in the cold where rain turns to snow
I'm losing my mind there're no highs only lows
And you see my tears freeze on my skin
Confused by the dreams and illusions inside
The memories you fear are the shades of your pride
Whatever remains, it won't be the same
You're screaming out my name when the snow melts around me
But I can't take back those woeds I said, much to my regret
All those words you hide inside won't last forever but they'll come true
I'm on the edge of dark and light and something more than what I knew
Reflections in my mind of something I once knew
Time drifted away but your day came true
One second to leave's like nothing for you
You're nowhere to be found as I've looked around
I'm here to bleed, my world's standing still
The haze inside my brain, I can't get my fill
Whether sorrow or pain, all looks the same
Am i supposed to be the one to set the snow on fire?
It will begin to burn within that's for your desire
|
|
