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ASTROGENCE LYRICS
"Somewhere in the Grey" (2002)
1. Into the Grey
2. Hearts Go Under
3. Seems to Decay
4. The Grey Demonic
5. Falling into Misery
6. Misery's Own..
7. Cloud Ways
8. In the Line of Tragedy
9. A Taste of Wonders
1. Into the Grey
2. Hearts Go Under
Hey, sweet destinal child all has withered on your way the dark fills your days
A colder sun and a paler moon lead you through the days of decay
What about a river that flows against you?
What about a sun that shines not for you?
What about things you don’t reckon with?
What when you are in the line of tragedy?
“Used inside dark walls where no heart can find existence
Under his wings which darkened the sun.
Breathless, time relents someone covering with coma under his wings.
Rapture, it’s within me-a moment becomes forever
No sun where I cry, the corner echoes my shivering breath.
Raping the dove-nailing me upon the wall of sorrows…under his wings
I’m heading for the next spring, a moment of light as he injects me the fall
A moment isolating I won’t talk to the world of this darkest moment in my life
Razors cut me
Father of the sunlight don’t let them see my wounds
It’s he who avoke my demons he’s king of my psyche for I shall be the queen of loss
I was always awaiting the morning and sipped the first rays of light
But now I fear that they will see my broken sight
Needels pierce me
Mother of the moonlight lay your healing glance on my soul”
The curtain falls and and his act is complete, his hunger is stilled
And she lies bleeding where he layed her life in ashes
In this night this house is a dead house all suns to sleep when she sips for light
In these nights she will return to the dead house - penetrated whispers, totured eyes
“It’s within myself that my coming days will have a grey dawn
And how fragile are the paths we walk on, destiny broke my ground and I fall down
Oh how sunken are the dreams within me as all rivers flow against me
And the birds sing of my denial under a paler moon and a darker sun”
Icon of the fall behave when air is short to breathe
When the sun is shining but there’s no light (for you)
Embedded in winter’s shrouds demons intensify your fear
Rising from the ashes which now mark your way
Through the nights of terror-await moon and sun full of fear
Sunforgotten, filled with despair-she’s just a ghost in your eyes
3. Seems to Decay
She seems to decay, this is her way destiny has chosen
Wash last night’s dirt away and run as far as your feet can carry you
From now on you’re a ghost, somehow existing but not really there
One false step into light and they will point at you, the distance to avoid you
Like a fallen star in the nightsky, there is no home and the ground burns below
No matter where you go the shadows appear and somewhere out there is your demon
Oh, how empty you are there is pain in every breath
And all these walls seem so lifeless reflecting greyness-only sleep
Leave the citys radiation mind their noise and their machines
Cause all these walls seem so lifeless
Reflecting greyness-only cold sleep
It hurts you like a rock as somehow rises the memory
The fear in your eyes is the hunters´ strength
“Who is there for me –no one! Can I talk? - Not to anyone!
I leave these grey walls behind me, to shun their eyes piercing me
Out of the city I run searching for shelter but in whose arms?
Into nature´s green flees my sight as at a small lake I arrive
Standing here all alone as I gaze into the water and I know…
Weeping here all alone as I gaze into the water and I know…
That life will never be the same, someone has hollowed me
And faith will no more grow inside my soul-I have a constant fear
Walking through ashes as my life passes
Wounds and fury-all which is left from me
In these grey constructions a soul has no function
My desintegration will bring me closer to death
…Memories poundering…dead dreams… no aim… visions poundering…
…Someone´s fading… in the grey…memories poundering…dead dreams…
…No aim…visions poundering…somewhere in the grey…
Life will never give the promise that you´ll dare in respect
When life ruins life it´s you who´s next to drown
It´s he who´s full of sick dreams lightless all inside nailing you in his world
A world which is full of cold dreams no more suns to rise, instinct is its god
You´re his slave for a moment, slave to all his world, slave in this grey world!
“I see a ghost in the water”
“How it were to feel life again-a sense that will keep me going on
A moment of light to load my soul but I know-I´m bound to decay
Give light to my eyes kill the demons hiding in the night
Solve me from this coma and heal my wounds…I´m still breathing…”
4. The Grey Demonic
“The fragile wings of our existence let me fall down once again
Further into the house of horror that’s where he wants his lady to be
The demon reaches out his hand for me
My breath relents, time seems to stand still”
The visions cut like a knife-torturing is timeless
Post-traumatic-lost-grey’s instruments are working
The sorrow engine now will weave her dreams
“When I sleep, where I weep, what a deep”
Through our ignoration little tyrants rise
Covering our lands with guiltiness
Behind city’s innocent walls somewhere the demons hide
See doors close-in the trap, snap,snap
Can there be salvation when we remain silent
The demon reaches out his hand for her
Breath relents, time seems to stand still
“Let pain be my new form of lust cos’my demon is out of control”
5. Falling into Misery
6. Misery's Own..
“ I shun the light, here they can’t see me
As I rule my own misery
Their world will break me, here I am safe
Here rules no instinct
No wants just needs but unawake
Their world is false
I can’t breathe here
Terror and lies fill the air
I’m misery’s own sleeping behind life
Grey is my colour
I fear their world – somewhere behind life
Deadworld’s martyrium
For all that sleeps in me
I mesmerize then kiss decay
Returning to slumber and I am somehow
Pierced by a darkness within
A grey pulse hollows me
I am misery’s own child
Television’s empty speech
Girl of void avoiding the world – traitor
But are they all like him?
Are there only sick minds?
I cannot believe
For the sake of the planet
Lost-in my chamber of misery
Cold-staring at its walls
My eyes-blue sorrow seas
See me in Atlantis
A whole world ignores that I’m going under
Tearmother put the curtains aside give life a chance
Darkfather release me just for a moment
Then you can again possess me
Through my eyes I see as I look out of the window
Through my eyes I see with solemn hope
Through my eyes I see and my mind becomes clear
Through my eyes I see a sun shining on
A world that is slave to the industry
Where money is the law
Weapons prepared for the next war
Are they to blind to see?
All the new ones join the machinery
Before I adapt their hypocrisy
I’ll better remain in the arms of misery
All my life passes before me in scenes
All my dreams just let them come to me (again)
All I ever was and ever will be
Can this be taken by this moment of darkness?
No! I will start a new....life....(but with shadows in my back)”
7. Cloud Ways
“In my chamber of loneliness
Only tears with me throughout these sad days
And my dreams they are so sunken
Where’s the rescurer to lift my Atlantis
Angelmother take me on your cloud
So high above (I) could sink (so) far without going under
Carry me and my destiny
Far away and up to the sun
See me on the cloud ways
See me drifting cloudways
The drama is that I dread even my dreams
All fulfilment lies in broken glass
Isolation’s walls are getting higher
On and on till they cover the sun
But I will walk my way
Let nothing stand between me and my life
And no matter how icy’s my shell
There will always be something warm working on
And no matter how dark is the sun
There will always be a star shining on”
8. In the Line of Tragedy
Endtime-silence reigns
Someone lost control
Heartless creations-the inner dies
And somewhere dies the soul
Grieftime-no suns to shine
Something lost control
Erie radiation-icy ground
The dawn will never come
Sleeper-your heart goes under
Search for new paths of light
Don’t rest in the line of the fall-strenghless
Weeper-your fears become greater
Oceans of tears-soon to drown
Quit the flock of the dead
The hunt is over but shadows in your back
It’s still breathing in you
No work in the system-the clock allows to sleep
As its arms stand still
Sorrow here is just a source of friction
Mesmerize-no time to hear the weak
The society of function
Never desintegrate by being hurt
“I never sleep at night
Under my bed there lurks a demon
In my dreams the worsest of feelings
Thrown into this world-what are my purposes
Punished in this world for just being me
Help me in these nights
Feel me-all my needs
Be here and lift my soul
For new light to come
Life does not end here
New light will take my fear away
And I will speak about all in my deep
…When I turn to you don’t leave me standing”
9. A Taste of Wonders
“After winter’s hands released me
And I dare to speak about all my world
And all within my soul
Tonight I’ll rise to search for life
Out of the dark into the arms of the sun
As I feel life for new
Tearing all down these houses of cold
To see the garden of light again
Till the end of my days I have to arrange with my fears
Now the hunter’s far but his demons will return
They shall be the ghosts – yes them, not me
Out of the dark into the arms of the sun
And I feel life for shure
Tearing all down these houses of cold
To see the garden of light again
Out of the dark into the arms of the sun
And I feel life so close
Tearing all down these houses of grey
To see the garden of light again
One with the earth and the sunrise
Out of the mouth of demise
Bound to the moon and the stars
They will never reign (again)”
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