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ANOTHER MESSIAH LYRICS
"Dark Dreams My Child" (2005)
1. These Lonely Eyes
2. And Now I Will...
3. My God It's Him
4. I Never Noticed
5. Sweet Dreams
6. She Softly Starts To Cry
7. Dead Man Walking
8. Left To Die
9. The Bee Queen
1. These Lonely Eyes
And in my anguish, a traumatic rebirth
I see the reason, the madness of these lonely eyes
Would you but suffer, the same way that he did
No love no comfort, all friendship appears only lies
And so I stand here, naked before you
Reframed my mindset, I truly love you
Would you accept my, undying friendship
Came to my senses and start understanding
You, you were so lonely and I,
I, I never saw you so now,
Now, youre finally emptied, there was,
Was no where to go but insane
Lets get straight to the core of what went wrong
When your eyes sort of pierced me fell from grace
I opened my heart, yours to take it
My minds on its knees I wait before you
And in my anguish, a traumatic rebirth
I see the reason, the madness of these lonely eyes
Would you but suffer, the same way that he did
No love no comfort, all friendship appears only lies
In this lonesome stretch of life
You and I are side by side
Clinging to the colours in my mind
As the world is passing by
And inside here rests the night
Harbouring the precious thoughts of light
Keep Me Waiting
Softly crying, aching for the love you were denied
Will You Take Me
Softly, gently, take this humble flesh no longer mine
Rape Me Help Me
Softly, crying, crying for the shreds of my own mind
Do Not Leave Me
Softly, falling, groping for the colours of the light
And in my anguish, a traumatic rebirth
I see the reason, the madness of these lonely eyes
2. And Now I Will...
I hunt you, a dream within, its all the same
I touched you, my time begins, you’re everything
When we were young, that lullaby, you wavered still
Those nasty kids Id turn the stakes, and now I will
Life, live in sorrow
Now, you live my horror
Apologies, no work, don’t try, its all a lie
No help they said, but after this they wont pass me by
Life, live in sorrow
Now, you live my horror
Its not insanity, but why, I cross a border
Lie, I’m free today
Living in great fear what I was to be
I was just the same as them, see
Never looking back at me
Never took the time don’t know me
Then you went your way forgot me
And I went from boy to sad thing
Lies and strokes brought me to hate
Now, its time: I set things straight
3. My God It's Him
As you’re comfortably stirring your drink
and you turn the page of your new exiting book
You notice that you become somewhat distracted
by some stranger’s daring look
Then you turn your head you’re curious
just to take a peek who’s watching you
Not at me
His face looks like he has seen you before
but no matter where you look you just don’t know
But his grim face seems to worry you,
you take one last sip and then you
Close your book
Don’t you know the dream when you want to run but you don’t get far,
no matter how you try
Although it’s quite surreal you want to run but he never loses sight
Here’s your wake-up call as you never never never knew it all,
far away into your dreams of wealth
Live his pain for him as his life really isn’t the same since then,
far away into your dreams you were
Is he gone now you ask while you lessen your pace
and you try calm yourself again
4. I Never Noticed
If I look back on all the time in the playground at home
I only vaguely remember you were always alone
What I remember then, the sun, the grass,
the lemonade but you, you stayed inside
We always rang to get you play and run around with us
but you never even tried
Though you go back again to this world of loneliness
I won’t give in to your words of discontent
If you like me to say I was wrong I regret
You’d have to relive it all again
Fear and lies is all you see but they are not real to me
Fear and lies is all you see, if only in those days you’d said
we would have ceased
Would you go back again in this world of loneliness
will you relive all the thoughts that you had
Would you like to have me begging on my knees and pray,
you know I understand
Why do you drag me down into your world of loneliness
Am I the only sign of your hate
Now you can have your way with me anytime you want
Will that fulfil your emptiness at last
Maybe I see that we wrongly
Forged you slowly to who I now see
But you could forgive me and
Be the hero, the bigger man
Would you go back again to this world of loneliness
I won’t give in to your words of discontent
Would you like me to say I was wrong I regret
And relive it all again
5. Sweet Dreams
In my dreams I walk free
All the lovely memories
Green the fields, calm the sea
Come and walk away with me
Sun, air, breathe, clouds, rain, mist, fog,
As we run back to our home
Feel the wind, sense we’re not alone
From beneath and from within
Unrest roars, a storm begins
All these ghosts appear in my mind
Signalling the end of my life
Hands up as they wave goodbye
And I step into the darkest of nights
From my stomach deepest fear
I will not get out of here
-agaaaaaaaaaaaain-
6. She Softly Starts To Cry
As I open my eyes wide
And the dark creeps from the walls
I have to find where I am blind
I can trust nothing at all
As I touch the soil’s surface
And I feel it run away
Aware or confused
I couldn’t tell the night from day
What’s coming from the left I can hear it crawl
Rain keeps dripping from the walls
Why didn’t I cry for help
Why did he chase me off the planet
But I have to think my way out of this mess
As blinded as I am I find a hole
Everlasting and prevailing is my strength
Cause no one is going to save me here at all
Oh God help me please make it disappear
Look straight into my eyes I am filled with fear
O God, help me please, where did I go wrong
Why didn’t I see the signs, You knew this all along
Why can’t I sense a bit of air now, why can’t I see a ray of light
I am scratching all I can now, the walls are really tight
What would I do when I was home now, I’m here tell me why
He slowly spreads her legs wide, she softly starts to cry
Then she jumps up in despair
She takes a step to crash against the wall
She screams, she curses and then she collapses
No one is going to save her here at all
God, help me please let this be a dream
You have confronted me, evil have I seen
I must get out of here, find it on my own
He has forsaken me and I am all alone
7. Dead Man Walking
The dead man is coming through, just look in his eyes
and all you can see is a listless lie
A smile on his face as he walks to his end,
heaven seems to have watched him cry
All in all, under his tombstone lies the rest he seeks within
As it hurts to look for the rainbow then it must be hell for him
The dead man he stumbles as a prey for the maggots, his eyes are rolling, you see him walk by
The nights in his prison have taken their toll
as he seems to fear the sunlight and all
Make way make way, dead man walking his guards yell, you step aside
As I stumble along eye for an eye, I leave you here lie for a lie
Can’t you see if anything, it feels like I’m going down
Can’t you see if anything, you can’t make me turn around
8. Left To Die
So you better not think that you’re ever getting out
I’m going far away, I’m heading down south
and you know what it’s like when you’re left on your own
Ain’t nobody gonna find you, I’m the last to see you live
No matter how you scream for help
I have nothing more to give than a choice
A swift kill or burn here in hell
Then he turns
His back on you and he just
Slams the door
You hear his footsteps fade
Give me a mind again to make it out of here
Let me not die alone, why can’t I disappear
The freak fucking bastard was all I had left
What did I do – wrong
One day I will see the light again
With my head in the sun and my feet in the sand
You will teach him not to fuck with you’re built to bloody last,
you will rise up again and you’ll break your chains fast
and you’ll get on his tail as you’re in for the kill
One day I will see the light again
With my head in the sun and my feet in the sand
And I will be tough as I’ve lived through this hell
One day you’ll be free again just as long as you hope
with your feet in the sand just as long as you last
As you hear the car start, your cold brain made of lead
You try to scream all you can but you’re nauseous yet
You don’t know what to say you try to think straight
Cold sweat drips from your head as the sounds turn dead
This was your life, your goddamn life
9. The Bee Queen
They won’t be missing me
Away I go
Away so long
I won’t look back
You come and find me there
I feel I tried
I tried so hard
To stay alive
To make it back to you
I feel my life slipping away
There’s no more hope, no more hope for me
And through the years decline
The pain should fade, the helplessness clung firmly in my head
You, what you’ve done, you’ve carved your way into my soul
I hope that you are dead
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