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AETHERIUM LYRICS
"Circle With The End" (2007 Demo)
1. The Fallen Prince
2. Visions of (dis)illusion
3. Drifting
4. Circle with the End
1. The Fallen Prince
Hollow your eyes
Hollow your soul
Hollow your bones
Hollow your skull
You are my fallen prince now
The more I adored you
The more I hated you afterwards
But now there is nothing left for me
Of your blackening embrace
I will tread my own paths now
And leave you miles behind
From here to eternity
I want to torture your soul
You want to torture my soul
Like you tortured mine
Like I tortured yours
I want you to burn
You want me to burn
In the flames of my hell
In the flames of your hell
You killed my passion
Distinguished my fire
You took me higher and higher
And then dropped me
From the highest cliff
Into an ocean of tears
Pull your hairs out, all of them
Stick your eyes out, both of them
I will rape you
Rip your nipples, both of them
Smash your balls, both of them
I will rape you
My soul, like a flower … withered
Drowning, in a flood of tears
As I cry now, for you
Hollow your eyes
Hollow your soul
Hollow your bones
Hollow your skull
Pull your hairs out
Stick your eyes out
Rip your nipples
Smash your balls
I will rape you
I will rape you
2. Visions of (dis)illusion
I jump in cold sea of misunderstanding
I see the darkness rising in her eyes.
I try to run but there is no place to hide
Seeking for escape, bewildered
I feel your sharp eyes in my back
I hear your whispers, like poison
I try to run yet I am paralysed. Lost my faith in humanity
I see her pain and disillusion
I no longer wish to be hurt
Fragile see her stand there before the closed door
By the hypocrisy
To which I am subjected
Is not the world better off
without me?
Unable to open it without my help
I hear you whispering in my ear
You are the queen of my world
I hear you calling in the distance
You try to pull me back to your world
I try to cry, try to die, but there is something keeping me here
It is the illusion of you, loving me
Understanding me, giving me warmth
Giving me strength, to hold on
To be strong, to be warm and to be saved, and to be loved
To be, happy, ever after being happy
The illusion, disillusion
I try to live happily in
The illusion, disillusion
But I can’t stand the pain
I hear you calling in the distance
But I’m not listening anymore
I hear you whispering in my ear
Feeling your arms, around me
I hear you calling in the distance
But it’s too late now
You won’t whisper in my ear again
3. Drifting
Drifting away in your own haunting dreams
Now angelic, then falling
Towards the eternal depths of the underworld
Passing walls breathing depression
Green fields suddenly fading
It all fades before your eyes
The world is black
Rumbles and flashes
Then silence
...And so here I am, alone
I’m wandering through this dead landscape
I kneel down and burst into tears
I look back over my shoulder and see a surrounding that is dead
Is this the reason why I ended it all?
To realise my soul is lost forever?
To be trapped in a no-thing’s land?
Wandering, wandering,...
With my destination
I wanted to go to
The light comes again
Only more terrible
Ready to kill
The look in their eyes
The spell of their voices
Nothing can keep me from following
They drag me along to the black land
Falling in the fire
The look in their eyes
The spell of their voices
The screams of the dead
Drag me down
Memories lost, nothing to hold on to
Tears roll down
As I have to come to terms
Could this be the place I want
A place I could call home?
Things cannot be changed now
A struggle I have to go through
But I have made a decision and meant to do you no harm
Eternally I stand alone
4. Circle with the End
Circle with the end
Over and over again
Every time some history
Every time other people, I am so stupid
That I never learn how to control it for self-protection
Friends always tell me too much how they do it
Over and over again
Circle with the end
Every time a new one in my life
Every time I try to do it right
So it will be forever, so I will be so happy
My feelings take control, I loose my mind
They get scared of me
Because there is too much trapped inside of me
Circle with the end
Over and over again
So visitors eat me up from the outside to the inside and out again
They use me until they are satisfied
And then let me alone in the cold
I rot away
Nobody gives a damn about it
My best creation, my whole self put into it
Every time I start again, this will never happen again
Now I’ve met someone
I will not give in so easily
He will have to fight for me
He needs to give me the things that I wanted
His feelings, his mind, his everything
Then the end approaches and he says that I hurt him
They hurt me so much
How could it be that I must control myself, before everything turns once more into the circle with the end
This time I do it to someone else
I need to change and learn until I have found
Cyclone of love
I must forget the past
Give it a new chance
Before the circle with the end starts over and over again
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