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AESTHENIA LYRICS
"Aesthenia" (2004 Demo)
1. Dwelling Beyond the Bounds of Sanity
2. Enveloped In Abyssic Depression
3. Sojourner upon a Vast Auroral Plane
4. Father of the Abyss
5. Earth's Womb Sewn Shut
6. A Longing Fulfilled
1. Dwelling Beyond the Bounds of Sanity
beyond the horizon of my mind, a haunting light
reaching forth into the sky
the pale glow of moonlight settles in
emptiness consumed in black
calling out, i can no longer feel
a violent upheaval within myself
beneath my flesh dwells the purity of evil
waiting to emerge from this squalid shell
i can now feel the concentration of hate
an icy touch is felt within myself
infernal dominion lies inside
awaiting the release unto the earth
parting the seas of flesh, allowing their crimson to flow
the inhuman perversions, and lust towards torment
how i long for the end of it all, the day of demise
a violent upheaval within myself, unleashing hell upon the earth
2. Enveloped In Abyssic Depression
3. Sojourner upon a Vast Auroral Plane
a slight mist dampens the air, upon their ancient planes
here we wait in utter silence, hear their deafening screams
i remember when your winds blew strong
now there is no more than the stale stench of life, awaiting
i look up into the sky, as the sun begins to rot before me
still is the air, deafening are the screams, awaiting
i felt something, once your sun had become nothing
i felt a stirring deep within myself that i have never felt before
i am no more than a sojourner upon your plane
this is not my level of existence, though i have ascended
i have risen to that which only gods can achieve
and i have used my knowledge to erase existence
your winds, still, your sun, rotten
the skeleton casts a shadow over the earth
engulfing the planet in cold, black flames
obscuring the earth in a sea of ebony
i have witnessed the holocaust of man, i am your maker
i am all that has caused the suffering, and torment
perched atop the earth, laughing in the face of gods
i have destroyed your ultimate success, and i have conquered your throne
this is not my level of existence, though i have ascended
i waited for too long to taste the bitter revenge burning inside
this burden which has weighed me down, is no more
destroyed, with your humanity, your ultimate success
and i laugh, you have failed, and now you have fallen
weep at my feet, although there is no mercy for the week
the world now obscured in ebony, your lord, broken and weeping
i have destroyed the light, and in solitude i await the arrival
4. Father of the Abyss
emerging from a world of dark
life’s lights blinding me, purging from putridity
ascending into a world of nothing
life’s grasp binding me, enthralled by morbidity
i feel a certain numbness within
death’s breathe so far beyond, awaiting purity
longing to feel his cold hands
death’s breathe so far beyond, the ultimate ecstasy
caress me, with your cold touch i feel
life’s bind, holding me in the light
how i long, to return to my abyss
for i am the father of the abyss
purging my form far beyond
transcending energy
pushed through cosmic gates
quintessential entity
caress me, my skin is numb
my flesh cold and pale
i have returned
descending back into dark
5. Earth's Womb Sewn Shut
life bleeds incessantly, through a wound in the earth
world becomes saturated with humanity’s plague
infesting and destroying our ancient lands
sew shut the womb which breeds such disgust
an answer unseen by the eyes of disease
a cure for the plague which torments me
an end to the life which will bleed from earth’s wound
rejoicing, as i have found the end of man
reversing time, womb sewn shut
erasing all, standing alone
world now silent, ending the drone
captivating nothingness, enthralled
6. A Longing Fulfilled
sickened by myself, the shell of a coward
in my mind, i feel nothing but contempt
a bitter hate, stabbing inside
awaiting the caress of a blade
i have lost touch with the sanity that once comforted me
i have been instilled with a sense of self-loathing
consuming my every though in miserable suffering
awaiting the caress of a blade across my wrist
i can not feel, my emotions frozen
my breathe is gone, heart is cold
inside is a hole, never ending
slowly consuming myself from inside
my longing fulfilled, the caress of a blade
from my wounds crimson rivers flow
releasing all my inner suffering
purging my years of self-hate
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